Life goes on...
Anyway, life here hasn't really been all that exciting. The temporary, full-time job I had with the USDA was just that....temporary. They didn't have the funding, so I'm back out on the street and looking for another job. Again. And I've realized that I'm getting seriously sick and tired of doing temporary work for a few months, then moving on to something else. I've done the travelling. I've done the various jobs. I've acquired the experience (and then some!). I'm ready for a solid step in my career...I'm ready for an actual job. I'm prepared to have a position where I don't have to keep perusing the job boards day after day to have that backup plan, if necessary.
With that said, I have to admit that working for the USDA wasn't all I thought it was going to be. True, I was working for a government-funded agency. What could be wrong with that? Well...for starters, I wasn't open to benefits (contrary to what everyone seems to think comes with a government job). It wasn't as plush as everyone makes the government positions out to be, either. It was a LOT of long, long, long days and many hours. Just for facts, my last two weeks of employment with the USDA are basically a paid vacation due to the fact that I worked up that much compensation time. Granted, I'm used to the long hours, but it wears on you after a while. On the other hand, it's nice to have two-weeks paid "vacation" to get all the personal things done that I didn't have time to do when I was working.
I believe I'm just waiting for the right job to come along....that perfect fit. The sad thing is that I'm beginning to think that job doesn't exist. I think I have a bit of an edge knowing the things I do and having done the things I've done. I've had countless peers and supervisors tell me that I could do most anything with the combination of education and field experience I have. But, I'm getting more and more discouraged when I see someone fresh out of college with no idea how to gut a deer or perform field work beat me out of a job. What is going on?! I find it sad when a biologist has no idea how to do his/her job...they went to school, for God's sake! They have master's degrees! Why, then, can they not figure out how to pull an animal from a trap without getting themselves maimed? I don't know...that's why I'm asking you. ;)
And while I'm on the topic, may I just state how disappointed I am with the options for master's application? I have spent a great deal of time and written quite a few application checks to various colleges in hopes of getting into the programs. I have kept an eagle-eye on the job boards in search of that master's assistantship (hell, even those WITHOUT assistantships!). I have been tapping all my references, connections, and networks. When the hell is something going to flower from all this hard work?!
Alright...enough bitching. I'm realizing I'm sounding pathetic. ;)
On the homefront, things are going quite well. Two weekends ago, John's employer decided to thank their employees with tickets to Kennywood. So, John picked up enough for us, my parents, and my brother, Devon, to go. It was a BLAST!!! I had forgotten how much I love to ride rollercoasters!! It was fantastic to get to spend time with my family after not having seen them for a few months straight (yes, I MISS my familiy...does that make me crazy?). We rode nearly every ride there, excepting the kiddie rides. Although....I had offered to sacrifice my pride to conqure Kidde Land. LOL Anyway, we had tons of fun....got EXCEPTIONALLY drenched (thank you, Pittsburgh Plunge!)...got to hear that Devon can, in fact, still sing falsetto when being dropped from dizzying heights....and had a great day overall! Thanks, Sweets, for the great family time!
This past weekend, we attended the wedding of one of the girls I used to work with at Bath & Body Works. It's funny how you always compare your wedding to every wedding you attend thereafter...and realize just how damned cool yours was! LOL I don't mean to toot my own horn, but I just haven't quite found a wedding yet that was like ours. I'm sure every woman has this feeling...your wedding was something special to you and your husband. I suppose, to the outsider, a wedding looks like every other wedding. But for the bride and groom, I'm sure that most of you would agree your wedding was like no other.
Anyway, Melissa and Tim's wedding was beautiful and offered a great atmosphere! And, Melissa....I LOVED the pastries table!!! I think I gained two or three pounds just from that! LOL Oh..and John loved the meatballs! :) John and I did a lot of showcasing how white boys, in fact, can NOT dance. Although, I have to give John credit...he usually doesn't like to dance to hip-hop, but he gave it his best shot. Now, had there been swing music, we would have kicked ass!
I have officially begun Christmas shopping. I know, I know...you're thinking it's too early. But tell me that in another two months when YOU'RE freaking out because you haven't finished YOUR shopping. I'll be bumming on the couch, all my presents wrapped and ready to go. LOL I AM running into some problems, though. I can't seem to recall just what all I have already bought my dad for Christmases past...and I haven't a clue about what to get John's parents (the people who see something they want and buy it then and there). LOL So, if any of you have any ideas for a) the tools/gadget/manly-man-toys nut, b) a lawyer/florist, or c) an accountant with a flair for the interesting and obscure, let me know! Oh God...and I just realized I have no ideas for John's present......awww, man!
In other news...it's hard to think that John and I have been married for nearly a year now! It doesn't feel as though its been that long, but we'll be celebrating our first year anniversary this Sunday. I have to say....after having been in a relationship (be it dating, engaged, or married) with him for seven and a half years, I can't see myself with anyone other than him. This is a good thing, no? :)





